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Greetings and BB. Im sorry I havent been able to be online. but for 7 months I was living north of Taos New Mexico, in San Cristobal. And trust me a Floridian, moving to no humidity, and above 10 thousand feet. AND in winter...sighs...initially for the first time I got to see the seasons turn...

Did you know that Aspens, when they turn gold, sound like chimes when the wind blows. All of the decades and never did I really comprehend fully the turning of the wheel until I saw what happens. I drove the Wheelers Peak in the beginning of October....and stopped on the side of the road...and sat...and listened to the wind speaking through the beauty of gold aspen leaves. And to my luck and amazement, about 500 feet down, was a stream. I remember, thinking and comparing the smells and sounds, and the FEEL of the earth preparing to sleep (unlike the evergreen environment of south florida).

And to be completely honest...LOL I did learn how to snowboard...and YES, I did run naked in the Taos ski valley on Yule...hehe COLD COLD COLD Im laughing remembering it. But yet, I left a very good job because of the people there. Even the Taos Indians (The Tiwa) who haven't changed for over a thousand years, put up with the small town crap. DAMN, the first night I got there, I swear to you...EVERY star, indeed, thinking about it, I saw the stretch of the milky way. And it blew my mind. In the lap of pure beauty, and nature, including coyotes walking by your window at night. NO ONE there appreciated what they were living in. Not even the natives.

I find it ironic, that I had to come back to a bigger population, to feel more connected to the powers and elements.vThus is the reason for this...A simple question...Can, in a place of beauty, makind, through his cynicism, and trend of thinking of only self and self gratification, become SO blind to the beauty around them, that, collectively, they can and do completely RUIN and kill what we all need.

A lot of you have followed this this and other sites  have....and I thank u.  And as u know.....no fear...face challenges...and adapt..And I thank all of you for sticking by me these last 3 VERY chaotic years.  And I can tell you, sometimes to grow and move on, you must cut all things, take your losses and hopefully learn form them.  And I have done just that, and I have moved from my beloved state of Florida to New Mexico to start over.  And I really love the aspect of marriage...you know, the trusting and helping one another, the commitment and love behind it?  I miss that dearly.  I am hoping I will find it again one day, but for now, I am getting used to snow and mountains here in Taos :)  And I KNOW I am not going to miss hurricanes...hehe.

Any hooooooo,  I'll update more this Sunday.

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Please take a moment to look around, and enjoy.  The thoughts section has some revealing stuff....and please, take the time to drop me a line in my guestbook.  If you wonder onto the "About Me" section, there is a WHOLE archive of stuff, including links to my other domains, and other useful information.  Enjoy :)

.. Ask away and I shall reveal all. I was born on Beltane (April 30th) 1965, in Colorado Springs. My mother was of the Celtic tradition as was her mother, who came over from Ireland during the potato famine . My grandmother was from Ulster Ireland and came to the states where she married my grandfather, who was Choctaw. It makes for an interesting blend of genetics. If you would like to know more, just ask me smile...

In 98 I went to Southern California to do some web work for some companies out there, but I missed Florida, so in July of 2000 I moved Back to Florida for MCSE training, I imagine one would say that it turned me into a geek of sorts, ok ok, I'll admit, I was a geek before, but in doing that, it just gave me more knowledge in that aspect. But now, sadly, it would seem my time is coming to an end in my beloved state. In 06, things came to a head, and ended a very long marriage.

Don't get me wrong, I wish him all the best that life can offer, and we are very good friends, but in essence, I believe we grew in different directions, and when it happened, we did not accommodate one another in that growth. I have a firm interest that when people come together, they should be very open and honest with one another, and share all. With love comes great joy. You should complement one another in all aspects and explore together.

Ok, something fun you ask? O.K My father taught me to fly, so I love it, but he also got me to love sailing and being on the water, including surfing in Oahu when I was growing up, and in doing that, I fell in love with pirates. For me, they were the biggest symbol of freedom. BlackBeard was my favorite one, until (and I shudder to admit this) DISNEY, came up with Captain Jack Sparrow. LOL what can I say, I loved his views on freedom and being on the water. I have many many tales to tell of the adventures I had with my father, and all he taught me. He was an amazing man, as well was the woman he loved. I respect her and love her like a mother. There are so many things I could say about my father here, and I miss him horribly. In fact, every time I see a good set of clouds with birds searching for thermals, I think of him and smile, because it reminds me of glider flying with him. I lost my father in 05, and I will be moving to Taos NM to be with what is left of my family.

Although if truth be told, I am willing to go to where the heart calls me. I am also going to re familiarize myself with what my grandfather was. 05 was not a good year, but in pain and suffering comes lessons, and it is what you do with that knowledge that defines who you are.

So know you know my story, get used to me, u will se a LOT of me. feel free to add me to your IM and talk.

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I had never seen Aspens before, let alone when they change.  Florida is perpetually lush and green, but seeing the seasons change, changes you forever.....And the sound of them in a breeze?....AMAZING.  This was taken off of the Enchanted Circle, near Red River

OK, now THIS is a sight I though t I would NEVER see....Snow, on my Camero...and what is under the hood, is making it a veritable BITCH to learn to drive in mountains and snow....

NO no my friends, u r not seeing things, it me, in the snow...wiht of all things....DOGS...LOL  Meet Skyler (the lab) and Cole....any by the way, Skyler outweighs me by 10 pounds, knocks me over all the time, and kicks ass and retreiving, and frizbee

Ok...not so graceful butt shot of cole...LOL

Samhain (sau-in) in the living room,  nice view hu?  He is my New Mexico kittie

This is me the 2nd day I got here, just above 90 pounds...and I've busted my ass to get above that weight, but it shows how amazing it is here in August

Another amazing sunset here, b-4 winter.  its a big pic, feel free to save it

More Coming!