Tuesday, July 29th 2008

hello all, Im writing this just a week out from leaving the state that has both caused immense pain for me, yet at the same time, has shaped me and given me so very much.

However, in life, we find ourselves at a cross road.  And it is the decisions we make at that point that defines us.  And at times these times can be heart rendering and soul breaking to make, but obviously we find ourselves there through actions or decisions we have made, weather they are good or bad. 

What can I say, Karma can be a creual thing.  But seeing as how I live and breath the 8-fold path and abide by the 3-fold law, and the Creed, I keep that morality about me as I ponder the path to take, with the past memories behind me reminding me to be true to my path.

Its hard, very very hard.  But worth it.

To be honest with you, Ive made massive mistakes, and the past 2 years have been a trial that has affected my physical appearance and health through massive long term stress, but I have learned ot stand on my own and rely on myself.  And when I have made mistakes that have had impact on others, I make ammends.

So, in short, I am leaving my beloved Florida to start over again.  And to be honest, it is the only alternative I have.  Please keep tuned in both here and at my thoughts on my page at http://chazcat.com

Love and light to you all